I remember, many years ago, my first time. Never forget that day, so afraid that he had, it was a necessity, but I did not panic. I needed to do it or go crazy. I did not know how or with whom, but my mind and my body told me: you have to do it, and do it now. The most and least needed.The first time I said aloud to someone who was gay; we could say that my official start of the closet, but for me it was not out of the closet, but share with someone those feelings, those inclinations, the “abnormality” that seemed they liked me men, yes, you read that right, at that time I thought that what I was feeling was not normal. I dare not say so, but to suggest it.My head would burst if not pulled out, if not shared with anyone. I thought and rethought a lot, fear of rejection, who would look at me with weird face, to accuse me and juzgasen I was locked from outside, but rather was judging me now.It was a liberating experience, remember who said it, but can not remember her reaction, or her face; I had the feeling just to take my many kilos off, just utter the phrase: “I think I’m gay because I attract men” was liberating.Need, and it is of great help to externalize those things that concern us and overwhelm us, do not eat them by themselves, and confess that you’re gay is not a minor point. Seeing things from outside lead us to see them from a different perspective, and in many cases, realize that the issue is not as serious or as bad as the movie that we ourselves have mounted.
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